da incorrigible SAZEAL

my first blog... well i must admit that i cant say i kno exactly what this blog thingey is... except some blogs i have read... and what i understand is blogs r a depiction of u by the thoughts that u share... that it is nothing but a collection of pourouts... a diary that u allow people to take a peek into...
the only difference is a diary is personal whereas this is public... but i dont mind... y??... ok heres first thing about me i'd like to share...

so here goes...
i am not a very clandestine kind... my life is an open book... i make friends easily... i (used to) trust people easily... to some extent i stil do... but life has tought me something that i knew but did not follow... about trusting all the peeps.

my blog reads "achilles without weak heels", which is very peculiar, and may b annoying to some... but it has a reason attached... i have learnt from my mistakes... and i am still in the process of becoming fool-proof... hence the invoice...

this was my first blog as i had posted on March 20, 2005... on my ex-blog (sazeal.blogspot.com)...

well, to add to this... i have learnt a lot in my 6 months of MBA education... u would get to hear more in coming blogs.

i am not editing any previous posts coz they depict my thoughts at that point of time... so go on and let ur feelings flow... tell me ur points of view on them... i'd be glad to acknowledge

i am posting the lyrics of this song, which is one of my fav... not because i just like its lyrics or music... but because i believe in it.
whtever u do, sometimes the results dont match ur trials and xpectations... SOMETIMES... and hence, in the end it doesnt even matter!!

One thing
I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal...

...What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time
when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter ...

...remind myself howI tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...

...I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fallTo lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter